Dear diary,

People like to say, "Aim for the stars, at least you will land on the moon if you miss." How true is this exactly? Suh thinks otherwise, she does not believe in this theory at all. Ask yourself, is it really OK to land on the moon while you once aimed at the stars? Is it really OK to fall straight down to somewhere that is really below your expected standard while you see the rest catching the stars that they want? The sense of jealousy and tinge of envy, is it really OK? Is it really OK to endure the minutes(or even hours) of weightless fall from the stars to the moon? Suh bet this saying must come from the mouths of people who has never experience the real taste of real disappointment, or perhaps people on the oh-so-high'n mighty position where it seemed so impossible to reach for normal people. Hence in conclusion, one should never aim for the stars nor should you aim for the moon. Be realistic and know your limits.

At the start of the term, prof once said, you guys should aim for the stars! Suh did, and what is the results? As expected, she landed on the moon again. Received her BGS final results today, suh's seriously disappointed. Her heart felt as if it had undergone few hours of freefall, all numb and cold. All the efforts for the past few months, have gone to vain. No matter how hard she tried, its all useless. After one big round, suh ended up at the same point again. Why?

Thanks Mum, Bro,  Yun and Rosie.

Please let me hide into my tortoise shell for a night.

Suh promise, by tomorrow, S will still stand for strong, S will still stand for Sunshine.

S

Dear diary,

Today is the fourth consecutive day that suh has to go to school specially for project meetings. Deep breath. Its quite sad to say that this is the so-called LIFE for suh nowadays.Whatever she does is related to school (in someway or another). Last saturday was the day where suh broke her record, stayed in school past midnight! Woot, and in the end have to trouble Yun's bf to send me home as a result (because there's no more train and the cab fare will be a killer). Jun hao was issued a ticket for speeding on his way to sending Yun home...felt quite sorry for him. Hmm... But from there i can see Yun cares alot for him when she wanted to pay part for his fees (It was 400 plus i THINK). The power of love i suppose. So sweet. +)

This coming saturday will be the competition for Ideas@ work. And that is the project that I have been working on for the past few weeks. Suh's actually looking forward to this competition because the prize is simply too attractive. The winner team gets to set up their business! That is awesomely cool,serious. Though the preparation process was really tedious and fustrating (given the fact that we can spend a two hours to argue over minor things like pricing), Suh's really enjoying the process. The teamwork in this team is amazing, we have a video-pro, a powerpoint pro, a photoshop pro(hehe that will be me=p), an idea generater pro, and idea abstraction artist pro. Everything just fits perfectly. Hopefully the presentation pitching will be perfect too. Suh has been tasked to present the part on conceptualising the product, which is the MOST IMPORTANT part of the presentation. o.O hmm how..Suh's quite worried that she MIGHT screw this part...

Work is starting to pile up at the speed of light. BOOHOO =(

BOSS system is really a challenging art to master. The bidding process is so tedious. Sigh. Choices AGAIN!

Posters of MeSlipper. My favourite. haha =)

Got to go. Alighting next stop. Ciao

Suh