Dear dory,

Spencer sent me an email last night. It was really nice of him. At some point, it really did touched suh.

Thanks dude, words can't express my expression. Shall sum it up in one word, THANKS.

Suh feels so blessed really.

Thanks.

Suh

REALLY MUST READ dont read you confirm regret‏

From:
spencer . (radarkrishnan@hotmail.com)

Sent:
09 October 2009 02: 56AM

To:
suting_guo@hotmail.com

haha aunty ah aunty. okay i shall keep it short and simple since you have little time!
JIAYOU OH! (:

hahaha okay la but if you find out this portion, then that means you got alot of free time to scroll down alr. or that you so BUSY that i need to remind you to scroll down. hahaha nonetheless, just to share a little story with you la. there were 2 stones, one marble and the other a granite rock. but the thing is both of them can talk! so if you poke the rock the rock will shout "hey! itchy!" (but they cant poke back la huh so you are better hahaha at least you can poke me back or something) So one fine day a guy wanted to make a statue out of either stone so he picked up marble and start chiseling. and the marble shouted "ouch ouch painful please stop it!" so he tried to be more gentle and still the same response. he bo bian, try the granite rock and try to be more gentle to prevent more shouting. AYE, but this time the granite rock didnt make a single noise. so he shiok lo just cont chiseling. so the granite rock became a nice statue, where everyone go and see see take photo, but the nice marble leh? nth, just a leftover marble, behind the garage. So, morale of story: you suffer now for a little, you get to enjoy more later. same thing, studying can be shitty, but hey, next time you can do a job that you studied in uni, somemore in a quite reputable company, drawing a relatively good pay check, some more still maintaining good ties with chiu ming, NOT BAD WHAT RIGHT! 2nd morale of the story: other ppl can be clever (like marble being a better quality than granite), but so what. i see the effort you are WILLING to put in and even if you are not productive i tell you ah, you CONFIRM will do much better than your peers. I'M VERY SURE OF THAT. and if you need some cheesy and corny words: when i see the amt of hardwork you put into realising ur uni honours ah, its really touching la and i feel proud being your friend! hahaha. okay so steady ah, its a long week/month/year, but hang in there man, as long as you keep this momentum going, you will be up there one day. rmb the song, "nobody said it was easy..." okay la i forgot the rest but i think thats the impt bit. nobody said it was easy, so keep that fire burning and get your honours man!
alternatively, you can take a bit of time and do up a checklist. ask urself: why do i want to achieve my honours so badly? what purpose does it serve? how am i going to achieve it? (meaning what is your concept of executing your plan?) ahh by having this list i personally find it easier to keep that flame burning la because if everyday i kena all the shit i confirm die flat because i graduate one hahaha. so ask urself, the answer to all these can help you. (:
anyway, you must be thinking, how come chiuming suddenly so nice right? MUAHAHAHHAA one treat from you thanks. now total got 4 treats already. YES MAN. (: hahaha.
chiuming.

Dear dory,

Holidays has arrived but there hasn't been another thing to make suh feel like she is having her holidays. Perhaps maybe just that there are no lessons, that's all.

As usual. Today Suh and Yunnie rushed to finished their ultra hard macro economics problem set and then suh went off for UV meeting. Initially she thought the meeting will take one hour, but who knows it took 3 h in the end! Ended up suh was feeling super hungry and cold (from the aircon in north pole SOA SR 1.3), it's totally pathetic. But Yunnie was worse, she had to wait for suh just to have lunch. It kind of ended up like an high tea instead. Sorry about that girl. =X

And that's about it for today. At least suh touched some macro today, so...she suppose it's considered productive? haha.

Oh and yunnie sent me this today. But as she is aving the urge to flaunt some of her beautiful graffiti artistic skills (COUGH), suh decided to ask some "perks" to it. haha. But anyways, thanks les for being always be there for suh for the past 1.25 years, and hopefully for the entire time to come. (LOL sounds so wrong. Sounds as if suh wants to marry her. But in any case, what suh meant is long lasting FRIENDSHIP okay.)

Okay ciao. Project! And revision.

Dear dory,

The moment when her nose twitches as the sourness makes it way up her windpipe.

The moment when she almost choked by a sudden contraction of her oesophagus.

The moment when her vision is blurred by some unknown liquid.

The moment when she felt wetness on her cheeks.

Followed by a sigh.

That's when suh knows her heart is hurting.

Though the gesture of sweeping her hands away as a form of protecting his own belonging is a normal reaction, and there is nothing much to be surprised about. But that action has just swept her heart onto the floor.

累了。看来我是自做多情吧。我懂了。我该放下了。

Dear dory,

What's the difference between asset and liability, apparently, suh realized that the differentiation is not as clear as it ought to be as what the FA textbook claims. What's wrong with integrating seniors into the CCA even if they have stepped down? Why must we make the line so clear such that the seniors are "they", and we are "we". What exactly is the big hoo haa about, suh can never understand that. So much so of WE ARE ONE BIG FAMILY, hurhurhur, so vague. More like "MY OWN FAMILY", right Jack I suppose.

BLAH.

I just don't understand why people can't see how valuable assets can be. I shall be watching.

Suh