Hot N Cold

You change your mind like a girl changes clothes
Yeah, you change your mind like a girl I would know
And you always think, always speak cryptically
I should know that you're no good for me

'Cause you're hot and you're cold
You're yes and you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
You're black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We hug, we make up

You, you don't really wanna stay, no
But you, you don't really wanna go, oh
'Cause you're hot and you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down

We used to be just like twins, so in sync
The same energy now's a dead battery
Used to laugh 'bout nothing, now you're plain boring
I should know that you're not gonna change

'Cause you're hot and you're cold
You're yes and you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
You're black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We hug, we make up

You, you don't really wanna stay, no
But you, you don't really wanna go, oh
You're hot and you're cold
You're yes and you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
Someone call the doctor
Got a case of a love disorder
Stuck on a roller coaster
Can't get off this ride

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Dear dory,

The song perfectly describes how suh felt towards you. The umpteen times of hot and cold made suh felt so lukewarm, the used-to-be same energy seem to become a dead battery. We used to laugh about nothing, but now, laughter is such a luxury. For there is nothing to laugh about. Change has nicely wrapped  up everything - we have changed.

Suh is really tired of all the worries about things that she has no idea why is she worrying about, the silences, the process of thinking before saying something. And in the end, she just sees the wall. Perhaps what mych said is right, that's because whenever we are together, they are always happy moments. And now its hard to be happy again. But suh really sees no point making herself go through such sucky feelings. I mean why is she feeling that in the first place? Argh. I need definition.

Let's just start all over again.

Suh will treat you as her friend and nothing more.