Dear Dory,

Sigh its really bad, suh is filled with negative feelings now.

Super moody today. Got back my marketing quiz and it was disappointing. It was way below average. She got 12/15 while the rest of her group mates are getting full marks. And this quiz will contribute to a good 10% to her grade. She hasn’t been doing too well for her previous promo management quizzes too. Really disappointed with herself.

Last week, suh got back her econs mid term, it turned out to be bad too. Got average grades. Sigh, the efforts don’t seem to be paying off. This time’s Econs Suh put in way much effort into understanding the concepts as compared to previous semesters. If you really have to compare, the efforts were really comparable to Y1S1’s effort, when the hard work was paid off. But this time, it didn’t turn out to be the same. Disappointed, needless to say, as usual. 

Not brilliant enough, its a long accepted fact.

Actually Dory, you know. Sometimes Suh wonder why will she bother so much (especially for economics) about her grades, since she know that grades aren’t everything.  But she really hate to be the lower end of the curve, to be the platform for people to step, to be the ‘blur’ party during discussions, to not know anything, she really hates that feeling. She hates to be like a noob, to be dependent on people to get things done. The helpless feeling is terrible. But it just keeps coming back!! =(((((((

Sad.

Oh well, how now?

Suck thumb lo. And pray for more brains.

What to do.

Suh